I have no idea what I am doing with my life. My parents think that I am a 16 yr old sex obsessed drunk. I have been told to get a job no an internship make sure it’s paid the best experience is from an unpaid internship don’t get a job that doesn’t show anything just start waitressing. My room is a mess and I am chastised for it though when I try to clean it, I’m getting yelled at because I haven’t been hired nor has an internship coordinator called me back about my application. I am being trusted to spend nearly every weekend home alone this summer but can’t have one of my best friends slash boyfriend come visit for a weekend because that would be ‘awkward.’ I am being told that I don’t have any disorder besides excessive compulsive by a woman who has not once taken a psychology class yet believes that she is the expert on ADHD and every anxiety disorder possible. I am being made to see a psychiatrist all summer just to up and leave and find a new psychiatrist in the fall. I think I am going to drive to Cleveland this weekend but I am not really sure when. If anything I am sticking the current love of my life on a Greyhound, blocking my family from facebook, having a great weekend while leaving the house spotless, and then sticking him on a Greyhound home.