April 2013
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so I haven’t been on tumblr since feb or sumthin sumthin like that & now everything has changed and shit is popping up out of nowhere and there are notification like things in the corner of the screen and I am really stressed out. remember tumblr circa 2008? oh yeah I do.
March 2013
3 posts
February 2013
1 post
herro tumblr.
so I did this big thing that I can’t tell anyone about but it lifted a mega massive stress off my shoulders and now I am not as suicidal as I usually am.
I like my mood stabilizers. I love my psychiatrist, hate my therapist. She chastised me for not pressing charges. what. WHAT?! therapy is a place where people are vulnerable EVERYONE KNOWS THAT and you’re making me...
January 2013
38 posts
ughhhhh
yesterday while watching the pats/ravens game an acquaintance asked me what the point of publishing realistic fiction for teens was. “why should teens be reading depressing books about sensitive topics, they should all be happy. teens don’t need to read that.”
WELL I’m happy that your childhood was so hunky-dory but that is definitely NOT THE CASE for every child in...
in which Kendall reads the description of a novel...
my professor has recommended that I read through reviews of all the books we’re going to read and let her know if there are certain novels I’ll have too much trouble with so she can provide a different title. I have trouble reading such realistic depictions about rape but I’ve been able to power through or give myself more time than usual to get through it because I know it will...
crush a bit
it’s morning #4 of a mood stabilizer induced sleep and I feel great. I’ve been sleeping on a normal schedule and I feel eerily calm. But not like other drug induced calms where you become really sleepy, just more slow I guess. I can focus much better. For the first time in months I was able to read a book straight through and retain the information; it was such a wonderful feeling. Drinking on it...
news update: am unable to fully commit to my boycott of john green because the fault in our stars is on my contemporary realistic fiction list. we have been told to get over ourselves and leave our feelings at the door, which is kind of unfortunate because I was interested to see if anyone else in the class has heard about his casual racist remark and how they feel about it.
news update 2: I will...
Giving yourself a bunch of insulin for a high...
whatdiabetesshouldcallme:
hhaha fuck. how many times have I done this thinking “I really fucking hope I wake up the morning”
a-whitegirl:
what if lindsay lohan and jamie lee curtis never switched back after freaky friday and its jamie lee curtis getting drunk in public and lindsay lohan is sitting around eating activia
ramona flowers: re: "hanko de mayo" and john green →
realiteens:
skeeba:hertelave:
This is the last time that I will mention anything about him on my tumblr, because this time it has gone too far. I will never touch another book by him, and in fact I’m taking the copy of Paper Towns I got as a gift to Goodwill after I post this. I want nothing of…
Hi. One of the posters for this blog does. If you had bothered to read the notes in this post...
I thought everyone would appreciate what one of my... →
yes! perfect
Being high for so long that once your blood sugar...
whatdiabetesshouldcallme:
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I make a list of everything I need to do and...
aka I CANT WAIT TO GO HOME
my madre bought and framed this beeyooteeful painting of m22 when you are coming around the bend in suttons bay. tomorrow I need to buy a frame for my 2011 leland wine and food festival poster. then I am going to ship both framed pieces and some frames I have here with pictures of my family so I can hang them all around my room at home
have ya’ll heard of...
Feeling too lazy to take your insulin
whatdiabetesshouldcallme:
this is too perfect. I think I do that everyday
in other news
where do men (boys?) get off thinking they can just hit on you whenever they want at any time of the day. I’ve spent years perfecting my saucy simmering anger and my glare and my “you’re incompetent grow a fucking brain” look and yet they are NOT deterred! just because I’m sitting over here air guitaring to smoke on the water, munching on my five guys burger and...
jan 7
today I slept and when I woke up I decided to go on a run. I can’t decide if I want to start training again, I probably will. Running the Athens half was really fun. I need new music to run too & I kept stopping to adjust my shorts or my headphones or to change the song and then I finally settled into the groove and ran ran ran for 45 minutes. I felt like I was back where I was in April,...
When someone acts surprised by my sarcasm
whatshouldwecallme:
So, why are the funniest people the most...
“Humor is a common defense mechanism. Some funny people like to make themselves and others laugh because it keeps them from crying. It distracts people from the real issues and pokes fun at things to minimize the impact. Albeit temporarily.”
I listen to the coleco remix of Florence and the machines cover of take care multiple times a day and now I’m back to where I was last year when I wanted someone to hurt me and then someone else to fall in love with me so this song would be relevant to my life which is a little fucked up. It always makes me laugh though because nat and I would play this all the time and one time when we were...
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moody
I am a very moody person. Moodiness is not an attractive quality. I try not to be moody but sometimes I just sink into dark deep vats of anger and its so easy to hang out there and never leave. My exasperated face is wonderful, my pissed off face is absolutely frightening. So many faces, I’m not sure which one is my favorite. I’m snuggled in bed with my poncho breathing in Burberry...
yesterday my mom handed me a hemp hoodlamb poncho and a nixon watch and I have been snuggled in my poncho all day while looking at said watch and pretending to be cool. my window is partially open and my room is perfectly freezing. there is a boy’s (men’s?) black sweater vest on my desk and I am not entirely sure who it belongs too and I don’t know if it’s bad that I find...
December 2012
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